Welcome to Antonies world

Greetings and welcome... I hope you enjoy reading and wish you a pleasant time... Antonie
About me:
I am a curious woman in deep aspects of the world.
I am not interested in news or who has done what and where.
I am curious where we come from and where we go to. I am curious about life and death and what it is to be in the NOW.
I am curious why I behave in strange situation how I behave, and how I would like to change it or just leave it the way it is.
I learned that by reflecting myself, to change me, to solve my problems: the world around me changes with me.
I learned that not every one can love me, and I learned to feel good with it. I learned to put critics in the right order to my feeling and let myself not influence if I feel well in the way it is. I learned to see who talks to me, to see him without emotion and see what moves him/her to behave the way he/she behave - and I am still learning.

There are some laws I experienced:
the law of act and react, as the inner so the outer world
and the law attraction that thoughts come reality.

I studied phenomenological family constellation for over 3 years in Germany and USA.
I study Yoga and will have my my diploma by the end of 2012.
I study psychotherapy.
I love to write books and I am planning to publish a book about cycles of life.

I am founder member of "Schule des Schauens" Germany http://www.familienaufstellen.eu

Antonie

Antonie

Samstag, 23. Januar 2010

the wisdom of the Lord of the rings

The story of Lord of the rings lives in every one every day again. The orcs are our fear, the greed, proud, conceit, jealousy, arrogance, classification, prejudice and so on. Mostly they are not evident. They hide in the dark like in the story of the film. We are the wearer of the ring.
The ring is what we have to challenge and fulfil in live...





Frodo says: I cannot do this alone...
The Elb Queen says: to wear the ring is to be alone (to go the path of inner light).
There are fellowship and friends at the side. But to face the challenges insight means to be alone.
"And if you can not find a way - no one will" - only you can find your inner way - no one else can do it for you, no one else can fight against the inner fear, no one else can feel what you are feeling like no one can feel the hunger you feel it. This is very personally.
And even the smallest person can change the course of the future, the Elb-Queen says.

There will always be temptation, the short cut - just to have power in a short and "nice" way. But if you use the short cut you build on sand. There is no power but illusion. Illusion that you are special - but you are not. Everyone is equal to another and full of light in the same way. Only the attributes and covers like a cape of us are different and the way we wear our rings. And if we say "yes" to the challenge the ring brings - or ignore it which bring slavery like Frodo saw in the fountain mirrow.

The power of light is silent. It comes not with "hardware power". This power is illusion. The power of light comes unseen as a butterfly - it never says "what you shall do" like Sadoman says to the Orcs. The power of light leaves your challenges to your solution. But the power of light is there with destiny when you do not imagine and need it most.

If you watch Lord of the rings - watch it with our inner eye, all your characteristics. What are Orcs and what are your fellowships -



and where is your inner Gandalf with wisdom? Where is Frodo with brave and discipline? Where is Aragon - your inner fighter of the truth but also full of fear to take over the big responsibility...
And where is your hidden devil? Will you become a white wizard by winning over your biggest fear (the devil in Moria).
Or are you Godomir who lives in illusion but dies for his friends...

darkness is part of the whole


Frodo says: I wish the ring had never come to me (I wish I did not recognize that I can not move on in illusion... and see what I really have to do..)
Gandalf: So all wish to see it in such times, but it is not for them to decide!
All you have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us...







And will you fight against your greatest fear inside (the devil of moira) to become the white wizard at the end?
Or Aragon who gives love and life to death for the truth..




Everyone of us can live the story every day in many situations of life. And every one can be stand up for inner development and light without speaking one word...
That changes your world.

Love and peace
Antonie

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